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SLEEPY DAY!
Thursday, June 19, 2008

Ytd was horrible, I feel tat i was on Opium! WTH! I woke up at 11plus, then i slept at 1 to 5pm..then felt sleepy still so i watched tv all the way to 11.. haix. everyone is telling me to study, dun regret when i fail, but just cant seem to get the momentum to study. sian larh.. but i know guys meant well, and i am really thankful. I promise i will study, not for MYE maybe, for mock,prelims and Alevels.I will.
I was watched DA CHANG JIN!Altho i watched it like Nth times but then i still find the show nice... Altho i have to admit all the guys not handsome other than the Min ZhengHao.. the girls all not pretty (even changjin) but the show like depicts human nature, the nature to compete the nature to want to eliminate strong opponents to rise to the top.. And typically in shows,the good ppl win in the end.=D but in reality, how often does the poor and innocent win against the scheming rich?
Next i watched the 7 and 9 drama shows, both had a common characteristic. The guys in both shows are not zhuan yi (seeing other girls when they had girlfren or married). Like the Adam in the 7pm show, 2 timing felicia chin and the other girl (huang hui i think).. WTH! you think you emperor and have so many wives and concubines ah! then the 9pm show, the zoe tay's husband, dunnoe whats his name larh, the wife so nice still dun appreciate, everytime scold her and still got extramarital affairs! wth.. anw,i think the mani is revenge or for money de leh, she dun seem to be like those tat will like him de feeling. haha.
Next i watched the 10 pm the hongkong law show. I like the Parents and the Yiyan and Dick. =D
they very cute, then the things they say also very meaningful also. I dislike the way the Yixin handles things and the way she treats her husband. The husband very nice to her lo, she stil go have extra-marital affair with the Shixi! what's wrong with all the shows today, all about cheating each other. haix. i guess maybe that is how things work now. =X
Wah come to think about it, i really watch show the whole time i am awake.haha.. i can be TV guide le.haha.
Later got chem tuition! i go watch online shows le! CIAO~

writtern @10:16 PM

ytd i shopped with half
Tuesday, June 17, 2008

heyhey!
ytd i went shopping with half, so long since we did shopping. I bought a singlet and hairclip for myself, a book for my bro, my dasao's birthday present and the pretty post it pad for sis.. dunnoe why i feel more happy buying stuff for them than for myself..haha. +D
i went to school at about 2 to collect my broader perspective and GP reading file from the locker. chore.haha. then i went amk hub meet her..went to this small shop tat sells all those very cool shirts then went town! wisma,taka...far east..WAH from wisma to far east REALLY VERY FAR..maybe tat's why its call far east..=_=haha. ya half treat me to gelare! won the bet on something also because ytd was tues then half price.. super nice larh the waffle...crispy + the nice nice icecream! YUMMY! we went o2 skin after that.. I wanna complain ah! they will nv get a GEM recommendation from me. what the hell larh, the employee like give us the "aiyah they cannot afford anything face" WTH! then we wanted to use this voucher right,but must spend 50 bucks and above de mah. then she was like "Nono you all nv spend more than 50!" her tone! URGH..was quite determine to spend tat amount, but there is nothing there i wan to get to 50 u see..like so irritating. then when we paid she also v sarcastic.. "oh u all nv spend more than 50 eh."i felt like slapping her! CHILL!!
after that was ok...we shop shop shop...wah tired!! then suddenly i got migraine.. kinda serious eh my head like going to burst like tat..GOSH! wat is happening to me man! URGH.after half went home and i went lot1 buy highlighter...lot1 changed alot. well, everyone is constantly changing what's up with it changing. But it aint the lot1 it use to be, no homely feeling, everything becomes mere commodity..
i think today is gona be another slack day as i just loaded a show to watch! hehe.=D CIAO~

writtern @6:19 PM

Tenacity of the Yang Warriors
Monday, June 16, 2008

I spent the past 10 hours online watching the young warriors of the yang.. other than the fact that the show is super nice, i learnt wat is call real tenacity, passion and love for their own country.They are willing to risk their lives to protect their country.. even when the emperor betrayed them, they are willing to protect wat they believed. Were they real historic characters? or make beliefs? If they are real, I think Song country shld be very proud they had such warriors. =D
I really recommend this show.=P
CIAO~

writtern @6:26 AM

2nd last weekend of my june hols.
Sunday, June 15, 2008

hasn't been able to use the internet the past 2 days as my sister needs it for work. I dun really need it anw, so its ok.=D
the past 2 days was SLACK! i really hadnt been able to find the momentum to study. This is the last week of the hols and i havent start with my homework~ which is = to 12 essay outlines, 12 newspaper articles, 2 geog essays and the individual group homework for geog. OMG la.. nvm i will try my v best to complete it before 30th june..probably leave abit to chiong after MYE. haix.
Seriously, i doubt i can do well for MYE with the little amt of time i spend studying..everyone is mugging like SIAO! i must really stop procrastinating, its getting me nowhere. I guess mayb not doing well for MYE serve as a alarm bell for me.. ALevels is like 4 mths away? that's scary, actually i still cant believing i am taking alevels this year can.haha.
yea talking about the weekend, was totally uninteresting, TV TV TV.. and yea we did "celebrate" Father's day...but what kind of celebration is that? just having a buffet at home, everyone busy eating and talking among themselves, i dunno leh, it just dun gimme the mood that it is a celebration. Maybe it is what we called the generation gap, maybe to them, being together, seeing each other eat is a celebration.. YADAYADA...
Ytd i watched the show "Charlie and the chocolate factory". =P Willy Wonka's love for candies and chocolates has been surpressed in his childhood as his strict dentist daddy refuse to get him any as you know its bad for the teeth. Willy left home thinking that his daddy doesnt love and doesnt care about him and work hard to build the largest chocolate factory in the world. Ageing made Willy decided to find a heir so as to pass the factory to him, and he sent out the golden tickets to 5 kids. Charlie was on of them. The other 4 kids and their parents were punished in their own way for not listening to Willy's advices as they got into trouble one by one and get thrown out of his factory. Charlie was the winner and Willy decided to give him the factory with the condition that he has to leave his family behind. Charlie refused the offer as his family meant the world to him, meant more than any world amt of choc can give. This shattered Willy's faith in that chocolate is the most impt thing in the world and his business gets into decline. One day Willy meant charlie and told him about his story. Charlie accompanied Willy to visit his old father and realised that his dad had kept every bit of information about him and is still waiting for Willy to come home. yea, reunited and the factory was saved and charlie is the heir to the factory with his family living with him.=P I guess it is a sad thing to not realise that sometimes the things parents do are for your own good..like in Willy's case, his set of teeth has been healthy and clean throughout his lifetime with the good foundation his dad instill him. I think there must be balance between control set by parents that children must follow and freedom for child to explore that makes his childhood meaningful. Many times parents would stop us from doing things as they know that we will fall and hurt ourselves. Yes, intention good.. and injuries prevented.But can they follow us through our entire lifetime to tell us what we shld do and shldn't? What if one day we need to take a step and parents are busy that day to tell us what to do? Will we take that step even if that step meant the opening up of a new whole lot of opportunities?
Shall stop crapping on the above issue...i think it will just go on and on and on. Tml going shopping with Nicole after meeting to study in the morning! =D Probably not blogging tml.. i will miss u dear blog.=P

writtern @8:12 PM

I just watched a nice show!
Thursday, June 12, 2008

ok feel quite contented now as i just finished watching this interesting show on FBI and romance.. its called My Mom's new boyfriend.. (..or is it without the new?). Anws, I am super amazed by the change in the mom over 2 years where she transformed from a 90kg plus woman into a super thin trendy lady..I guess she did it for her son? Maybe she feel that she had been dragging her son down all these years. The son and his fiancee are both FBI agent, how cool is that dude. haha.The mom met this guy which the bureau targetted him as an international art thief and the bureau bugged the mom and the guy. Mom upset that she got cheated again... TURN oUT, the guy is a CIA agent trying to catch the other 2 thief. =D I dun really know what is the difference between CIA and FBI but i thought that since both agency are trying to catch the same thief, isn't cooperation more effective? weird.

Feel super irritated at the moment my parents came home..URGH..why am i like that, but ya just sudden build up of frustration..I really dun mean it man.. haix.
Ok i have tuition later,better stop using computer and get some rest before that.
ciaO~

writtern @11:06 PM

First entry. =P
Wednesday, June 11, 2008

heyhey! this is my first entry!
Suddenly have the urge to write down my list of the things i wanna do after my Alevels..here it goes!
Things to do after Alevels:
1) Go on a holiday with my besties.. (hongkong?Thailand?)
2)Help in the preparation of my sister's wedding
3)Get a job!
4)Learn a new language.(Korean? German?)
5)Learn Archery!
6)Go back AJ and help the girls with their trainings (altho cant provide much help in terms of skills, i guess cheering them helps?=D)

Yesterday watched this old channel 8 show at 11pm- Honour and Passion- i think. The one on army one? they all looked so cool in the army uniform. Maybe saying this will offend some, but if i am a guy, I will actually look forward to NS. True to say that guys waste 2 years of their prime in NS while the girls get to Uni earlier than them..but i feel that NS really brings out the patriotism in them to see the need to protect this small nation. History thought us the need to be self sufficient, history thought us the need to protect ourselves. I salute to the frontline soldiers protecting our nation tirelessly so that we can live in our comfort zones. I feel that learning humility from NS also brings out a better person.
Anws, I dun like the Encik Poh in the show because he discriminates. He discriminated XiaoNuo because of her disabilities and disallow his son wenzhong to be with her and also his youngest son because he thought that his son was very lazy. I guess parents do this very often in the name of protecting their kids from harm. I agree, the intention is very good. Experience from parents can prevent ourselves from making costly mistakes in life that may rob us of many years and opportunities in our lives. But i disagree of the actions they make take in doing so. Robbing their kids the chance to try things out, letting them decide what they wan in their lives is a nono. Maybe part of my life is like tat, decisions are readily made by my parents causing me to feel so... tired and not respected.

Going to watch my favorite show online! Young warriors of the yang clan..haha. =D

writtern @10:53 PM