haix.its been a long time since i blogged. Just cun find the write mood and the time to sit down here to share my thoughts and wat i have been doing these days.. but then... wats the diff? no one visits this other than myself..
shall start ranting from the past to the present..

1) I decided the life i wanna have when i earn enough money in my 30s and 40s!
ok, mayb this is still a very long way for me since my 18th bdae just passed..i wanna earn alot alot of money! then i wan to bring these money to open up an orphanage or an education institute for the poor ppl in those LDCs(so geog).. that time watch the XI YOU JI the belinda show where she go and find those singaporeans residing overseas. got 2 of them set up schools and orphange in those poor countries to help them... very touched in a sense that they are willing to give up comfort and good ed for them kids and want to play their part to make this world a much better place to live in for these ppl. the ppl there especially orphans are really very poor thing!! I hope i can do that to help them too! FUNDS PROB! but i guess i wont do it so early? i need to take care of my parents first...that one is top priority.. buy nice food, nice clothes.. house for them!

2)I totally hate my 18th birthday..
my mom gave me ang pow..and i am infuriated and hurt.. How many times must i tell them! i Dun wanna money! Why mus they always compare the amt of love they give me based on the amt of money spent? I have nv receive any present from them both before on my birthdays... and i am just asking for a simple gift..on my 18th..is it very diff? seriously.. if they had given me a birthday card... write wat they wan to tell me in the card.. i would have been very very happy. Why mus ppl all be so materialistic? Basing on the value of the gift by the amt of money spent on it.. like wats the meaning of a gift? then she say she got no time.. like wat is she doing at home?? scared my dad know? buying a gift for me tat shameful? that offensive that it deserved to be censored? i dunnoe... i resort to thinking tat if she had just given me a foolscap paper with words.. would i then be happier...yea birthday is one of the days in my life that i feel valueless.

3) i played volleyball ytd and badminton today!!haha.
feel so healthy can! after so long i still can play badminton! haha! i remb badminton like occupy almost my whole childhood memories.. HDB flats de void deck..with cousins and neighbours.. haha..missed those times.. now i dun even recognise my neighbours! wat a pity! yea we shall continue to play badminton and volley everyweek! 2 hrs each week on wed! keep fit and healthy ready to take exams!! =D

end of post.. hope those stay stagnant for too long! =D