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Monday, December 29, 2008

WEEEE~~~~
i going korea tonight!! hahah.. so excited. Going with mom, aga,fel,wh,Xp, viv and aga family..WEE~~too bad khong is not going if not it wil be more fun!haha.
yesterday was my last day of work...altho i still feel guilty that wendy has to do all the work by herself before the replacement comes, but i am still quite glad that its over and that i dun have to go back there and do! so tiring..but tat is not the main quitting reason la... its also cos the pay very low.haha. anw..i also feel guilty to mr lee.but i shall put my guilt aside today and keep looking forward to Korea.. flight is at 2240 but need reach airport at 2030! later khong going to come my house later then go airport together!haha.
i made Sichuan vege soup for my sis just now..i think very xiang...i hope it taste nice too!haha.
ok gotta stop here...going to the airport to fetch sis and bro in law le!weeee~

ciao~

writtern @4:45 PM

Friday, December 26, 2008

i had been busy at work these days...working as a promoter at robinsons!
its...tiring...
towels...bath mats..cushions..EVERYTHING...
keep folding and folding..
well i dun blame the customers, if i am then i would have done the same in order to get the best bargain..
me and jun thinking of quitting..for some reasons with the working hours..they keep calling us to work OT!but the thing is i do the job becos the working hour is suitable for me...if not why would i accept the job!haix...well see how things progress today..
going for work soon

CIAO~

writtern @6:07 PM

Thursday, December 18, 2008

...BORED...

just finished Yi Tian Tu Long Ji then now watching perfect neighbour! i like tat guy (Kim Seung Woo) act de show!That time he acted in Hotelier i think super nice also.

Sunday meeting the girls for christmas dinner. I hope everyone can make. Its been awhile since i met them..=D

Monday probably gotta work late... 12 to 3am cos need to set up the stall for the promotion.hope got double pay but i doubt so lar..i just hope they pay for my taxi fare home!haix.hahah.

kk..

CIAO~

writtern @11:33 PM


esther tan went out with herself today

she shopped at lot1 in CCK...

and bought things..

it feels...

OK..

mindless sms..

i wont approach you anymore fren...

in case you find me irritating...pls take care of urself.

CIAO~

writtern @3:50 AM

Monday, December 15, 2008

ok..i keep delaying wat i wanted to blogged about since dunoe when now its pay back time...

first thing first..
i was at town on a Saturday night to celebrate mel's birthday. But before that i had to go pay money for Korea trip in china and briefing at 2 pm..then it ended at about 230pm and i reached town at like...3? SUPER early! cos i am suppose to meet the girls at 530..so i decided to slack and keep walking la..I first went to wisma..then taka.. (i got lost there and i called KHONG...thnks ah KHONG for saving my life)..then i went TANGs,Paragon, back to tangs then its almost 530..then i went to meet QX, Jessie,Clar and Val. When i was walking about...i dunnoe why..i suddenly feel very lonely,out of place. Christmas is round the corner and the decor are really fantastically beautiful..everyone is busy with their shopping.. I cant help but keep my eyes on the look out for another lonely shopper..as if it helps. But ya.. i notice that I am actually not alone in being alone..It feels like a finding a family member at the midst of chaos..but of cos i dunoe them. I wonder why are they alone..why are they not shopping with frens and family like me. Christmas and birthday alike.. are events and festivals that most ppl like cos it meant that u can get together with ppl u like and love, not having the need to think about work and agendas.. But why do i feel MOST alone when during these days? these feelings din stop there but seems to be aggravated at night when everyone is enjoying themselves amid the christmas decor and street performers....WHY DO I FEEL SO....LONELY..then?
Had a drink with QX,Val and Jun at Starbucks bfore i went home..we chatted for quite sometime and left for home. Just before i reached home, on my dad's car... i decided...I am MAD for God knows what reason. HAHA.

ok..the next day i went to a chalet with my secondary school frens mostly pple from the student council at downtown east costa sands. Its been quite sometime i been to that chalet cos i usually go to aloha or the other costa sands..but anws... i like the feeling of not having to rush to go home so i decided to stay at the chalet for one night. Upon reaching there, we watched TV. Ok altho the show is probably just a few years younger than me, we kinda enjoy ourselves..then MAHJONG! seriously,its abit borin to play without money. I am not a compulsive gambler..but i have to admit that playing mahjong without money lost the KICK of playing it...like...HU LE! WOW!ok...next round..then..nothing to look forward the feeling..but ok la..first time playing with them its kinda like a new experience. haha. then its bbq time..i wanted to help out la..but its seems to overflow with pple..so me, maple, px,hub and Seow Huan slacked thru out at the room with air con waiting for the food to be served. YUMMY. I like the fish..hee.. with the Belacan..SUPERB! haha. then ya we slacked...and slacked.. and slacked..then we celebrated 8 pple's birthday!haha. everyone need to take a foto on her/his own..so...WEIRD.SHY.You name it u have it can.. haa.but i guess it was ok. I got a super BIG EEYORE for my birthday pressie and Jordan bought me a mini version for Christmas with this glass panel with my name written on it and hub gave me a necklace with a butterfly looking pendant..thnks pple for ur pressie..i like them.ok after the cake cutting and stuff its almost like 2? ok..Arcade is closed, pool is closed and i cant fall asleep...WAT AM I GOING TO DO! yep..so i chatted with Seow huan..wah this girl can realli talk man..ya and we chatted super long till 4 then she slept..and i am left alone with several surviving few like KK, PX and Maple. then maple fell asleep then left me, kk and PX..ok i think i am pretty good at stoning cos i stoned all the way till 5plus then i went home with hub. I reached home then went eat breakfast then slept! almost immediately can.I woke up and i saw TTS's reply..he is so crap can...keep dun wan tell me why is he awake at 5 in the morning..but nvm..i make sure he tell me..haha.

ok..then today is another slack day.but ok..i got myself an interview tml at 10am at JE..sales assistant.. 5dollars per hour wor..but ok la..i think at least i get myself a job to do better than wasting my life away.hahha.

i miss my sis n bro in law.of cos sis more.=P
ciao~

writtern @11:42 PM

Friday, December 12, 2008

Actually got alot of things to blog about today..but my muscle aches are really obstructing movements..GRRR...today went training with them u see..damn tired.
i shall blogged soon about everythinG!cos tml celebrating mel's bdae too!=D

anw,second GC for sale.. Casio.. used for one year only cos the other time my old one spoiled so i bought this new one. the GC plus usage manual for $100 dollars onli...up for grabs!haha..if u happen to see this post and interested can email me at huiyi1990@hotmail.com

oh anw...sis at Florence now...ENVY!haha..

okok my arms cannot take it liao.
ciao~

writtern @5:53 AM

busy day!
Thursday, December 11, 2008

phew...today went out with parents and we did alot of things.
1) went to sis and bro-in-law the new house. (cos they went overseas for honeymoon la hor....old folks say must go see.=P)
2)go do CPF admin stuff with mom.
3)go collect specs
4)go collect dry cleaning clothes
5)go grocery shopping

it may sound boring to u...but its been very long ago since i went out with parents.Actually going out with my parents always is because got some agenda to follow..like need to collect stuff then we will go out..but i am still happy like tat. =)

ok now i am watching YY love, got rainie yang, mike he, and this guy also quite shuai but i dunoe his name. The love story in these shows are always...romantic,idealistic,always has good ending...but in reality isit really like tat? BUt anws, just a random question that suddenly pops up... if u can choose, will u wan to have a stable relationship or one that is full of ups and down?...
actually i also dunnoe it myself.

anw,i am here to promote myself again... I CAN WASHCAR WOR... anyone needs a car washer?
=X

i am stil out of job.

ciao~

writtern @2:42 AM

BORING~
Monday, December 8, 2008

I want to find a job!
Sales, promoter, admin, clerk, data entry... at least $6/hour.. anyone want to hire me?
hahaha.
seriously,i really need cash for my expenses especially with the v ex chalet coming and christmas presents to buy!GRRR...
Also my Korean trip..i wan shopping de woR!haha.
Teach tuition also, eh.. upper primary to upper secondary also can. Pri: $20/hour sec:$25/hour..
Anyone wanna?!hahah.
Last resort...FIND ME A RICH BOYFREN.hahha.
ok i am too bored liao.

ciao~

writtern @11:56 PM

>.<
Sunday, December 7, 2008

I had a surprise when i went to view my stagnant blog just now...SUDDENLY got so many viewed my blog la..shocking..but i guess its just passing "pedestrian" bloggers.
Anw, i was reading this book on Korean history.. just like a brief one (if not i think have to read super long). Just some afterthoughts:
i think we humans are really great. HAHA. We do a series of things! We are the species that bring in culture even tracing back to the BC when a group of huntergatherers had came together...i remb vaguely they had clustered in what is now mongolia.. (if i din remb wrongly).We are the species that created language. CAN U BELIEVE IT.. the device that allow each to know what each is talking.. the essential. Is it to survive or mere interest? Does it any case be linked to evolution? the survival of the fittest? That is why the cavemen are replaced by this group of intellectual beings? Again, we are also the species that created violence, war, pain and hatred.I always thought that to say that men created war even in the BCs was an overstatement. But as i was reading the book, even before the Josean and Gogurya dynasty (i think) was created, warlords reigning had been fighting to keep their territory and position. Is this a natural instinct? or a lesson taught to them to be learnt when young? Then again, i think its phase that is naturally occuring that MUST have happened for the species to develop...
The changing of the dynasty is due to the inability of the king to protect his kingdom... a subject of his with rising power often with the wish to save the kingdom...of cos also for himself.. overthrow him and take the position. However is violence neccessary? then if violence is not neccessary then.. is then neccessary now?

got somemore stuff to crap later. I GOING OUT with Khong now!so long nv see her alr.=X

ciao~

writtern @4:01 PM