Wednesday, February 25, 2009
its been ages since i blogged.
alot of things happened at the blink of the eye some periods ago..and things just died down after awhile..like now. But i can't help always looking back...what has happened...is there anyway things could have changed for the better..reverted in one form or another..his passing away has made me rethink many principles and priorities of my life but think is one thing...whether anot i have the strength and faith to challenged and changed any wrong thinking or..perceived to be wrong thinkings..is another.I have since experienced the fragility of life..and starting to treasure my family and life more. But i feel that what i am doing now is insufficient..i have yet to figure out where the insufficiency lies though.
i hope i will find some answers soon.
Next week i am going to face one of my biggest challenge or i would say barrier in my life..i have the chance to escape from it..do i wan to escape? i know i don't...but i can't help thinking of the what ifs..
OH MAN..i hate dilemmas.