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Wednesday, February 25, 2009

its been ages since i blogged.

alot of things happened at the blink of the eye some periods ago..and things just died down after awhile..like now. But i can't help always looking back...what has happened...is there anyway things could have changed for the better..reverted in one form or another..his passing away has made me rethink many principles and priorities of my life but think is one thing...whether anot i have the strength and faith to challenged and changed any wrong thinking or..perceived to be wrong thinkings..is another.I have since experienced the fragility of life..and starting to treasure my family and life more. But i feel that what i am doing now is insufficient..i have yet to figure out where the insufficiency lies though.

i hope i will find some answers soon.
Next week i am going to face one of my biggest challenge or i would say barrier in my life..i have the chance to escape from it..do i wan to escape? i know i don't...but i can't help thinking of the what ifs..

OH MAN..i hate dilemmas.

writtern @7:49 PM

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

my fren Jordan is having his most critical few hours in his life...he is on life support and has blood clots in his brain that requires removal once his brain pressure falls to normal. He needs blood, B+/O+ and platelets urgently..anyone who sees this post and are willing to go to NUH for donation..please contact me @ huiyi1990@hotmail.com . thnks.

writtern @5:07 AM

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

YEA~i went back aj yesterday and saw alot of teachers and juniors that i missed!haha.
ytd i met nic at yewtee and we went aj.. went to first look for stupid ms ow-yang at the pe dept and we went to find teachers altogether.. first saw mr phang..HAHA..happily married. we talk for like an hour?then ya he said he needed to do work..then Ms Ow-yang went to find mdm lee..hehe..she just as cute..say nic look like toufu..so random.haha..we met her for lunch and yea..we talked.she is just as funny just as nice.=D *thumbs up* After that we felt sian and somemore stupid Ms OWyang ps us and went to eat with the pe teachers and me and nic went amk play drum! haha. play until hand wan to break liaO!
i went back aj after tat to look for OY to play basketball..end up playing badminton with the PE teachers.hee.so fun.so long nv play with ppl that enjoy badminton as much as me.=D yea especially when i havent been exercising for very long..suddenly play badminton was quite refreshing.=D
then slacked at OY's desk then crapped with the pe teachers for awhile then i went to play basketball! i trained with the girls for awhile then i gotta go home alr.sian..cos parents nagged at me to go home..=C BOO...
well..it was a fruitful day.ENJOYED MYSELF TOTALLY.

ciao~

writtern @4:54 AM

Sunday, February 1, 2009



I am so upset! I spoil my blog links tat page! i don't know what i did and it cant be open. anyone can help me?

Today i went to my basketball coach's house for new year. Oh man, i didn't realise how much i miss my teamates and coach! We still share the same laughter, joke(jun and darren) and all. oh, coach's babies, Marcus and Selina, ARE SO SO CUTE! round big eyes..chubby cheeks..adorable smiles and even tantrums!haha. so ACTIVE! Later got a photo of them..haha.coach printed for us..so so so cute cute cute.haha..I wan a pair of kids like them also!
Okays, we chatted and did some catching up like we always use to after training. i miss it so much.
I ponder over a question. Why do i miss school times, especially at AJC so much? I used my whole train ride to come out with an answer. In school, everything is so so so simple.All we kids have to do is one thing, ie study. In CCA, we all had a common goal..an aim that was so obvious that we do not have to search the haystack for. It was all so simple. Spoonfed. But life after you leave school is not as simple. For one thing i am sure of is that ppl in the life you are going to meet after you leave school is not going to spoonfeed you things..tell you what you want to achieve in life..they won't do it and do not have the rights to dictate it well, simply because that is your own life. Maybe i m in the metamophosis phase where i m changing...or rather trying to change to the person that life wants me to be...independent..in total rule of my own life.But i cannot forget the years and years of enjoyment without the need to think i want...cos its the obvious. Making decision now is hard cos i am not used to doing so. Rigid system left me without the need to be headache of these things. Good thing that i do not have to kill so much brain cells for them. Bad thing that i am killing more now. Well, i have to get out of this hateful phase SOON albeit the saying that goes nothing ventured nothing gain...i never been thru this, i wont know what to expect and gain in the future.

RANTS.

Photos of Selina and Marcus















Photos of us..i look weird..

writtern @3:45 AM