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the dark days and the bright future to come
Thursday, September 25, 2008

my day ytd was blue and gloomy.. remorse, regret and ALOT of mixed feelings made my day so terrible and suffocating. Walked home ytd from the mrt and mayb i did cry... cos ppl were staring at me. but i really dunnoe...i know i felt numb..
everyone is telling me their result... frens..ok.i really feel happy for them that they are getting good grades and especially those that work really hard.. i feel happy for them cos their efforts paid off.BUT SOME! i DIN ASK U TELL ME FOR WAT! WHAT IS UR INTENTION? YES U DID BETTER THAN ME...AND...THEN?
chill... ok ya so plus alot of stuff.. esther is officially in need of a counsellor..ytd felt terrible cos i got so many feelings trapped inside and i have no channels to express it. Sis is busy..mom dun understand (but she gave me a hug which felt better), N seems busy and Dad wont understand. Is blog the only chanel that i can relish my angony? Is blog the only ranting venue?
nvm..is over now.. life still moves on.
i start studying today.. i read bio and newspaper just now at the reading room...wasnt very constructive but at least i start.. the most difficult and important step is always the first ya? =D
anw.. i increased my readership! haha. TWSH is officially accepted to be the reader of this blog.. hahaha.. congrats.=)

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writtern @3:55 AM