ok..i keep delaying wat i wanted to blogged about since dunoe when now its pay back time...

first thing first..
i was at town on a Saturday night to celebrate mel's birthday. But before that i had to go pay money for Korea trip in china and briefing at 2 pm..then it ended at about 230pm and i reached town at like...3? SUPER early! cos i am suppose to meet the girls at 530..so i decided to slack and keep walking la..I first went to wisma..then taka.. (i got lost there and i called KHONG...thnks ah KHONG for saving my life)..then i went TANGs,Paragon, back to tangs then its almost 530..then i went to meet QX, Jessie,Clar and Val. When i was walking about...i dunnoe why..i suddenly feel very lonely,out of place. Christmas is round the corner and the decor are really fantastically beautiful..everyone is busy with their shopping.. I cant help but keep my eyes on the look out for another lonely shopper..as if it helps. But ya.. i notice that I am actually not alone in being alone..It feels like a finding a family member at the midst of chaos..but of cos i dunoe them. I wonder why are they alone..why are they not shopping with frens and family like me. Christmas and birthday alike.. are events and festivals that most ppl like cos it meant that u can get together with ppl u like and love, not having the need to think about work and agendas.. But why do i feel MOST alone when during these days? these feelings din stop there but seems to be aggravated at night when everyone is enjoying themselves amid the christmas decor and street performers....WHY DO I FEEL SO....LONELY..then?
Had a drink with QX,Val and Jun at Starbucks bfore i went home..we chatted for quite sometime and left for home. Just before i reached home, on my dad's car... i decided...I am MAD for God knows what reason. HAHA.

ok..the next day i went to a chalet with my secondary school frens mostly pple from the student council at downtown east costa sands. Its been quite sometime i been to that chalet cos i usually go to aloha or the other costa sands..but anws... i like the feeling of not having to rush to go home so i decided to stay at the chalet for one night. Upon reaching there, we watched TV. Ok altho the show is probably just a few years younger than me, we kinda enjoy ourselves..then MAHJONG! seriously,its abit borin to play without money. I am not a compulsive gambler..but i have to admit that playing mahjong without money lost the KICK of playing it...like...HU LE! WOW!ok...next round..then..nothing to look forward the feeling..but ok la..first time playing with them its kinda like a new experience. haha. then its bbq time..i wanted to help out la..but its seems to overflow with pple..so me, maple, px,hub and Seow Huan slacked thru out at the room with air con waiting for the food to be served. YUMMY. I like the fish..hee.. with the Belacan..SUPERB! haha. then ya we slacked...and slacked.. and slacked..then we celebrated 8 pple's birthday!haha. everyone need to take a foto on her/his own..so...WEIRD.SHY.You name it u have it can.. haa.but i guess it was ok. I got a super BIG EEYORE for my birthday pressie and Jordan bought me a mini version for Christmas with this glass panel with my name written on it and hub gave me a necklace with a butterfly looking pendant..thnks pple for ur pressie..i like them.ok after the cake cutting and stuff its almost like 2? ok..Arcade is closed, pool is closed and i cant fall asleep...WAT AM I GOING TO DO! yep..so i chatted with Seow huan..wah this girl can realli talk man..ya and we chatted super long till 4 then she slept..and i am left alone with several surviving few like KK, PX and Maple. then maple fell asleep then left me, kk and PX..ok i think i am pretty good at stoning cos i stoned all the way till 5plus then i went home with hub. I reached home then went eat breakfast then slept! almost immediately can.I woke up and i saw TTS's reply..he is so crap can...keep dun wan tell me why is he awake at 5 in the morning..but nvm..i make sure he tell me..haha.

ok..then today is another slack day.but ok..i got myself an interview tml at 10am at JE..sales assistant.. 5dollars per hour wor..but ok la..i think at least i get myself a job to do better than wasting my life away.hahha.

i miss my sis n bro in law.of cos sis more.=P
ciao~