Sunday, February 1, 2009
I am so upset! I spoil my blog links tat page! i don't know what i did and it cant be open. anyone can help me?
Today i went to my basketball coach's house for new year. Oh man, i didn't realise how much i miss my teamates and coach! We still share the same laughter, joke(jun and darren) and all. oh, coach's babies, Marcus and Selina, ARE SO SO CUTE! round big eyes..chubby cheeks..adorable smiles and even tantrums!haha. so ACTIVE! Later got a photo of them..haha.coach printed for us..so so so cute cute cute.haha..I wan a pair of kids like them also!
Okays, we chatted and did some catching up like we always use to after training. i miss it so much.
I ponder over a question. Why do i miss school times, especially at AJC so much? I used my whole train ride to come out with an answer. In school, everything is so so so simple.All we kids have to do is one thing, ie study. In CCA, we all had a common goal..an aim that was so obvious that we do not have to search the haystack for. It was all so simple. Spoonfed. But life after you leave school is not as simple. For one thing i am sure of is that ppl in the life you are going to meet after you leave school is not going to spoonfeed you things..tell you what you want to achieve in life..they won't do it and do not have the rights to dictate it well, simply because that is your own life. Maybe i m in the metamophosis phase where i m changing...or rather trying to change to the person that life wants me to be...independent..in total rule of my own life.But i cannot forget the years and years of enjoyment without the need to think i want...cos its the obvious. Making decision now is hard cos i am not used to doing so. Rigid system left me without the need to be headache of these things. Good thing that i do not have to kill so much brain cells for them. Bad thing that i am killing more now. Well, i have to get out of this hateful phase SOON albeit the saying that goes nothing ventured nothing gain...i never been thru this, i wont know what to expect and gain in the future.
RANTS.
Photos of Se
lina and Marcus
Today i went to my basketball coach's house for new year. Oh man, i didn't realise how much i miss my teamates and coach! We still share the same laughter, joke(jun and darren) and all. oh, coach's babies, Marcus and Selina, ARE SO SO CUTE! round big eyes..chubby cheeks..adorable smiles and even tantrums!haha. so ACTIVE! Later got a photo of them..haha.coach printed for us..so so so cute cute cute.haha..I wan a pair of kids like them also!
Okays, we chatted and did some catching up like we always use to after training. i miss it so much.
I ponder over a question. Why do i miss school times, especially at AJC so much? I used my whole train ride to come out with an answer. In school, everything is so so so simple.All we kids have to do is one thing, ie study. In CCA, we all had a common goal..an aim that was so obvious that we do not have to search the haystack for. It was all so simple. Spoonfed. But life after you leave school is not as simple. For one thing i am sure of is that ppl in the life you are going to meet after you leave school is not going to spoonfeed you things..tell you what you want to achieve in life..they won't do it and do not have the rights to dictate it well, simply because that is your own life. Maybe i m in the metamophosis phase where i m changing...or rather trying to change to the person that life wants me to be...independent..in total rule of my own life.But i cannot forget the years and years of enjoyment without the need to think i want...cos its the obvious. Making decision now is hard cos i am not used to doing so. Rigid system left me without the need to be headache of these things. Good thing that i do not have to kill so much brain cells for them. Bad thing that i am killing more now. Well, i have to get out of this hateful phase SOON albeit the saying that goes nothing ventured nothing gain...i never been thru this, i wont know what to expect and gain in the future.
RANTS.
Photos of Se
lina and Marcus Photos of us..i look weird..
